Francelle’s Life…

Venue: MMI @ DSO building.

Date: Today

Time: 1445hr appointment

Reached there with a nervous mind. (I’m scared of dentist since my younger days..) My name was called. Settled some paperwork stuffs. And i’m directed to the dental surgery room.

The NSmen CPT Dr was a nice and friendly guy. Chatted with him to keep myself calm. They covered my eyes with a cloth and wrapped it over my neck.

Here comes the process…

I was injected about 4-5 times with the anasthesia. (Its painful!! Cos the needle went deep down my gum).

Then the next few mins, it was some cutting.. sawing.. extracting.. The sawing part sounds freaking frightening bcos of the sawing sound. The extraction was painful.. cos i could feel deep down in my gum, the tooth was being pulled out.. as if the nerve were broke off from it. But the Dr was fast! All these were done chop chop! In less than 10mins in the surgery room, my wisdom tooth was out and im ready to get my medications and leave.

Well, at least now another problem solved. Next will be when my boxes come.. how should i pack it and what to pack.. Its time to do some shopping le..

P/S: Still having the pain on my nerve..  had a hard time finishing up my dinner just now.. and i was so hungry.. *pouts*

Its another boring day that all i did was to slack slack slack.. I felt so guilty and yet i’m not doing anything abt it. I came up an excuse that my hair just got rebonded, thus not able to sweat and wash my hair for these 2 days. LOL. Lame huh..

Today is 11th Nov. Exactly one month later, it would be my birthday and its time to come up with a wishlist again! kekeke.

What i want to have for this birthday:

1. A Sporty / Fashion / Lady Watch

2. A digital camera

3. PSP (Pink or white)

4. A huggable soft toy

5. A card holder

6. A Ladies Wallet

Thats all i wished for… =P

Oh yeah! I passed my forklift course le.. Coming up next would be my wisdom tooth surgery at MMI on the coming tuesday. After that my WO would be chasing me to go for my MRS understudy…

Wonder if my visa application is doing fine… Hmmm… My boxes have yet to come… When are they coming??

Caught up with some of my buddies… ate so much good food that im feeling guilty with all the calories that i consumed! hehe.. Its time to work them out soon…  Standard Chartered 10K Run is coming soon… Jiayou qin qin~!

Today…he told me the truth.. though i still have alot of qns in mind.. but i gave them a miss.. His words pierced through my heart and left it bleeding for quite a while.. till the blood got frozen and my tears dont trickle anymore. Its over. I know. I have out a full stop to this ridiculous silly ‘relationship’  that i ever had with him. He said he’s getting married with her. I wish both of them have a blissful marriage. Glad its over… but its still hurts. Its hurts me all the time i think about it. I will get over it. =D

P/S: Friends who did read this.. pls dun ask abt it. Thanks..

The thought of starting to blog again triggers when I received the news that I’ve been selected to be posted to PC 2 detachment. If all goes smoothly, I’ll be leaving on 22nd Dec 2007. Details to be given to closest friends and colleagues when the date is nearer. =D

A lot of preparations to be done before going…

- Set up my citibank account. Done!

- Apply for credit card. Done with the help of citibank~!

- Dental and Medical FFI clearance.

- Buying a new laptop & digital camera.

- Optional PSP / MP3 Player.

- Visa application. In the midst of applying.

- Passport application. Done!

- Forklift License. On 5th Nov to 10th Nov.

- AMS training. To be cleared before my embarkation leave.

- Handing over my outstanding work to my dear section IC, Vanessa.

- Packing of stuffs for sea shipment

- Packing of stuffs for check in luggages and carry on bag.

- Buying at least 1 set of winter clothings.

- Setting up my internet banking for both DBS and Citibank.

- The list goes on…and on.. and on…

Well, just extracted one of my wisdom teeth today. =( I hate dental extraction.. cos it makes me feel so nervous. Its worst than getting my blood drawn! =( Felt heavy loss of blood for these 2 weeks. Firstly, my menses just came yesterday. Secondly, i had my blood drawn today for blood test. Thirdly, i extracted my wisdom tooth today and lastly I donated my blood about a week ago..

Mummy!! I need to replenish my blood!!! -__-"’

It was 3-0. The score was 25-7, 25-6, 25-7. Well, I didnt really play well.. First match already gave away 2 points.. =(

Hope as I played throughout the tournament, I’ll improve.. =|

Confession: After much deep thoughts, I realised I’ve been a unimpartial gal.. I realised I have been too personal and emotional in tackling all kinds of ships in my life.. I’m do things rashly..

Today I was told off by a close friend of mine that he didnt like the way I handle matters and I was hurt. I did rash things in a fit of anger and only realise its wrong to do so after that.

This close friend has enlightened me and waked me up from my silly acts. I thanked him for that. I felt so ashamed of myself. I will turn over a new leaf from today onwards. But I’m full of sins.. Will all my friends who have been hurt by me, forgive my sins and give me a chance?

=| Pls pardon my sins.. I’ll be nice.. Give me one more chance..

Its aching badly… I cant lift up heavy stuffs with normal strength.. Could feel the left side of my back pulling.. aching.. ARGH! Just hate this kinda pain. Its just so annoying.. How i wish there is some kinda scrappy spoon which i could use it to insert into my back and scrape away the annoying pain..

And that reminds me of accupuncture!! my favourite pain reliever! hehez. Yeah.. went to see the physcian, he said my nerve is injured and is affecting my back, my thigh and my calf.. all on the left side.. .=( Was told it might be a possible slip disc again.. Sighz.. should i take MRI? But its not cheap.. =S

Well, will talk to the SSC doc again before going for MRI.. =|

Sianz,

Qin

Though I feel bitter and sour.. but I have to let him go. He’s not mine after all.. This is his happiness.. With me, its just sorrow and worries..

I’m glad he found his happiness.. I shall watch him from his back.. leaving me towards a happier life.. As for me.. I’ll be happy for him. No more worries.. No more sorrows.. Just a happy him.. will make a happy me…

No matter how I feel.. it doesnt matter anymore.. What matters most is just happiness.. =D

Stay happy always….

Lack of love… Anyone wanna shower me with love ma?

*sobs* *sobs*

Sad Qin

Yeah.. This month is Pesta Sukan Volleyball Championship! Gonna be a busy busy month for me.. I hope.. haha.. Cos i’ve been wasting too much time on rotting these days!!

That explain why my dieting plan failed too! Heh heh. I saw Joreen today at 2FSD and gosh, she slimmed down so much and yet she told me she still wanna slim down more! She said her ideal weight for her height is 55kg.. Hmmm.. but i forgot to ask her how heavy is she now.. She’s got strong determination.. We went out for lunch and yet she chose not to eat and went to walked around in Northpoint. (Joey Joey.. do something!!! ) My ideal weight is, according to the chart, is around 60kg but im now 63kG!!!

Ok Ok.. I know i know.. I will try to reduce to 60kg… and i do wish to be 58kg… hahha.. my dream weight! (Hey, I was 58kg just a few months back okie…) =P

Yeah follow up is september… Shapen Run 5Km fun run! First time participating in a open run! hahaha.. dragged my sis in law (who hardly exercise, but been practising her run at least once a week now) and her friend, Ivy along to join me in this event!

Next coming up will be to participate in rock climbing level 1.. hehz.. thanks to stone age guy.. i can now have a khaki to learn rock climbin le… Me wanna learn kayaking too.. he’s keen too! Yeah! will jio him along because i just found out where to learn! yippie~~*

Looking forward to the coming months.. Jia you Shuqin! =) Cheers!!