Francelle’s Life…

Yah.. I’ve been trying to shed some pounds off my body for the past 2 months and I realised I lost… 6kgs.. ( am 62kg as of september. was previously 68kg) Hmm.. and yup, many had said I slimmed down alot.. but they have said I looked more haggard.

The doctor had advised to stop diet-ing and eat a more balanced diet and exercise regularly. He said i’m really in a bad condition (as in my looks) due to my insufficient nutrition. (Hmm..sounds serious, but it wasn’t that serious lah =P) Actually it does sounds scary to me, which triggered me to stop my silly diet and start to eat well. =D Cos i’ve been having bad gastric pains lately.

I want to be the cheerful and active gal that I used to be. Don’t wanna be an ugly, haggard-looking, sick gal. I will exercise regularly.. eat well and live well! ;D A healthier and more cheerful me!

Suddenly… sad memories keeps haunting me today.. making me feel very moody.. can’t help but to feel sad.. sometimes i feel that good things will never happen on me.. when i’m expecting some good things to happen.. it usually turn out otherwise.. all I could feel were just disappointments.

I still remember that my granny used to say that I was picked from the rubbish dump when i was still a small kid.. It made me feel that I’m an unwanted kid. I stayed with my granny for a couple of years (She’s like a baby sitter to me while my parents were working.)

I’m always worried that I will ruin important events or when I attend some kinda function..I will be worried that I may become a laughing stock. Very self conscious.. very low confident of myself.

Sometimes, when I look into the mirror, my reflections depicts a thousand words to me. Kinda discouraging.. sometimes i just wish to hide into some black hole and never come out again. =( But I know I cant.. Life still goes on.. I need to earn a living for my family and live on.. I have to be realistic.. and to learn to accept who i am and what am i.. =|

I have also looked back.. I don’t have many true friends. Perhaps I wasn’t true to them? I’m not sure. I do not know who and how to approach when I need friends by my side. Thats because not many of them will approach me to be by their side either. That’s perhaps why I can be a loner sometimes and don’t wish to socialise much.

I’m a person blunt with words and straightforward. Sometimes I say words that hurt others cause I was just too frank with them. But I really do not know how to sweet talk. I just say what comes to my mind. I think sometimes i just hurt them too deep. I realised i’m not caring too. Maybe I was not cared when I was brought up.. thats why I do not know how to be caring towards others. I saw people who have been very kind, considerate and caring. That is when I realised.. I’m such a lousy person. I do not consider how other think or feel. I do not know how to care and concern for another person. I do not know how to be kind towards others.

I wanna change… to be a better person. Learn to be caring, considerate, kind and always be there for my friend. But where are my friends? Well, I guess I gotta start getting them back to my life. I do not wish that when the day I die.. i’m still all alone. Its saddening if that happens. I have to learn to be more cheerful and be positive.

From now onwards, when i look into the mirror, i will tell myself that i will be a better person. I may not have the physical good looks, but the most important thing that I must have..is the inner good characters that I need to possess. Otherwise, life will be meaningless without my family or friends or even my sunshine. =)

Yeah. I will be a better person.. be positive and looking forward to each and every day.. Each day is a new begining. There’s always ups and downs in life. I’m probably on the down side.. but one fine day i’ll be moving upwards again and will be able to see sunshine again. =D

Dear friends, pardon me for being such a lousy friend to you all. I have learnt my mistake. Give me some time.. I will be more receptive and be more open towards all of you out there. I will always remember… Friendships are ships that will never sink. *^_^*

You are easygoing, agreeable, and tolerant, willing to overlook others’ mistakes, forget the past, and begin again on a positive note. You enjoy making others comfortable and happy, and sometimes overdo your generosity. You often feel that "everything will turn out all right no matter what I do", and so become lazy and lackadaisical.
You are emotional about work and health issues usually throwing yourself into the latter, particularly if personal affairs aren’t faring too well. It’s almost like a substitute for other forms of work. Bigger, Better, More is your motto. But hiding behind your excessive work patterns as a means of escape isn’t the way to resolve those issues. You may also become fastidiously pre-occupied with your own abilities and sense of worth. Jupiter often produces a rather large ego - usually with good intentions. But plenty of things that didn’t succeed were started with the same good motives. Pursue your goals with passion and compassion, throw in a little modesty and by all means satisfy that part of your character that is attracted to the unusual or curious by nature. You’ll succeed, especially after age 30.

Your lucky colours are cream and white and green.

Your lucky gems are moonstone or pearl.

Your lucky days of the week Monday, Thursday, Sunday.

Your lucky numbers and years of important change are 2, 11, 20, 29, 38, 47, 56, 65, 74.

Quoted from ‘www.astrology.com.au’

Date: 27.10.06

Time: 1pm to 5pm

Venue: Violet Room, Level 3 @ Chevrons

Agenda:

1pm - 2pm : Lunch (Eat! Eat! Eat!)

2pm - 5pm: Team Building Games (Play! Play! Play!)

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The lunch menu catered for today was average. I liked the dessert (Grass jelly with honey coconut) For the team building games, we were divided into 3 teams, namely Green, Red and Yellow Teams. I’m in the Green Team and my fellow team members were Mr Cai, MSG Nancy, Ocean, Steven & MSG Tan.

The first game was kinda puzzle solving game.. Dunno what a princess wanna marry a prince and each team has got a different type of solution..and to guess which prince will get to marry the princess… etc etc etc.. and for this we won!! Hehe.. though all 3 teams got the correct answer.. but we were the first to submit it.. so we won!!! =P

As for the second game.. its to get the blindfolded personnels to pick the plastic balls with a pair of straws and get them to place it into the bin! For this, we came in 2nd.. so..no points for us.. hehz.. but it was kinda fun though.. Erm.. but our CO actually commented that it was a lousy game… (Poor MSG Jonathan..on the planning & organising of the games, yet received such comments)

For the 3rd game.. we were given 6 long nylon strings.. there were 3 cups of water in the middle of a big circle.. we were to carry the cup via a distance to the bin. all to be done outside the circle… First cup was carried by me and Mr Cai. We used 2 nylon rope and lifted the cup. We balanced it by pulling both ends tight.. slowly and gently.. we cleared all obstacles and got it into the bin!!!! YEAH! haha.. as for the other 2 cups.. my other team members including myself, we failed.. =P But we were the only team who managed to have a cup placed it into the plastic bin. kekeke..

Now come the finale.. its WIN, LOSE or DRAW. The drawer is our dear re-serviceman, OCEAN!!! *Applauses* hehe. He did quite a great job.. and we were also great in guessing the words.. The words we got it correct were:

1. Small Platform

2. Upward Pressure

3. Bacon Double Cheese Burger

4. Crocodile Race

Hehe.. not bad huh.. we got it 4 correct out of 5! The other was quite difficult for him.. it was:

5. Problem Solving

We became the ultimate winner!! hahaha.. well.. nothing much about winning.. its the enjoyment of the games… for that each of us got a cushion.. hehz.. mine is a dark pink round cushion with a four leave picture and ‘friends forever’ printed on it..

And oh oh! The team which got the lowest points was the yellow team.. there were Marco, Jimmy, Mdm Ee, SSG Kwa and Beh! Initially CO wanted them to come up something entertaining before she would release us, as the winner, we decided to save them by getting them to do the WIN, LOSE or DRAW game again.. (Haha..any1 who saw jimmy trying to use drawing to tell his team members what were the words given, will be rolling on the floor laughing out loud) This time, the artist, is Marco! The words came up by me were:

1. Sponge Bob Square Pants

2. Curly Fries

3. Together We Stand

The toughest one for him was the sponge bob square pants!!! (LOL) Because he doesn’t know this cartoon character at all! (OMG) kekek. But he still managed to get SSG Kwa to guess it correctly.. hehe.. =)

Thats all, Folks! The end of our Unit Function… =D

Hey friends, feel free to view my online photo albums at http://photos.yahoo.com/franciger

Cheers

Haven been to my beautician for almost half a year… went down today to pamper myself after such a long time.

This facial should be part of my course.. I still have a total of around 10 mixture of facial treatments… today i was once again..psycho-ed to buy another 5 more for my eyes… wah.. very xin tong manz..

I wondered how and i wondered why.. my beautician managed to convince me in buying 5 more treatments at the cost of $256.00. but she allowed me to pay half first.. but actually i still owe them another $172.00 for the treatment i bought previously. that makes up exactly $300 ($256.00/2=$128.00+$172.00)!!!

Also, i just got myself some tops and dress..from www.lacecloset.com, they have got very nice pretty clothings. That cost me another $109.00. But i do love my purchase.. very excited to wear them soon! hehz. I’ll be wearing the white dress for this coming wedding dinner on monday. Hehz.. Oh no!! more $$ flying away from my pocket.. *sulks*

[Dollar Notes with wings flying away....]

Ahh..today someone special to me, inspired me start blogging.. very new to this. But perhaps its a good way to express how i feel when i have no one to turn to..or when I just wanna to pass my time.

Yah.. as a rookie in blogging, Hmm.. I would like to do it my own style.. anyone who wanna noe more about me..can read up my blogs.. i will express myself in here. If you noe me in real, dont ask me in real life. i wont bother ur queries, but you may post ur comments.

Thanks…and do welcome me to the world of blogging.. *^_^*