Francelle’s Life…

It was 3-0. The score was 25-7, 25-6, 25-7. Well, I didnt really play well.. First match already gave away 2 points.. =(

Hope as I played throughout the tournament, I’ll improve.. =|

Confession: After much deep thoughts, I realised I’ve been a unimpartial gal.. I realised I have been too personal and emotional in tackling all kinds of ships in my life.. I’m do things rashly..

Today I was told off by a close friend of mine that he didnt like the way I handle matters and I was hurt. I did rash things in a fit of anger and only realise its wrong to do so after that.

This close friend has enlightened me and waked me up from my silly acts. I thanked him for that. I felt so ashamed of myself. I will turn over a new leaf from today onwards. But I’m full of sins.. Will all my friends who have been hurt by me, forgive my sins and give me a chance?

=| Pls pardon my sins.. I’ll be nice.. Give me one more chance..

Its aching badly… I cant lift up heavy stuffs with normal strength.. Could feel the left side of my back pulling.. aching.. ARGH! Just hate this kinda pain. Its just so annoying.. How i wish there is some kinda scrappy spoon which i could use it to insert into my back and scrape away the annoying pain..

And that reminds me of accupuncture!! my favourite pain reliever! hehez. Yeah.. went to see the physcian, he said my nerve is injured and is affecting my back, my thigh and my calf.. all on the left side.. .=( Was told it might be a possible slip disc again.. Sighz.. should i take MRI? But its not cheap.. =S

Well, will talk to the SSC doc again before going for MRI.. =|

Sianz,

Qin

Though I feel bitter and sour.. but I have to let him go. He’s not mine after all.. This is his happiness.. With me, its just sorrow and worries..

I’m glad he found his happiness.. I shall watch him from his back.. leaving me towards a happier life.. As for me.. I’ll be happy for him. No more worries.. No more sorrows.. Just a happy him.. will make a happy me…

No matter how I feel.. it doesnt matter anymore.. What matters most is just happiness.. =D

Stay happy always….

Lack of love… Anyone wanna shower me with love ma?

*sobs* *sobs*

Sad Qin

Yeah.. This month is Pesta Sukan Volleyball Championship! Gonna be a busy busy month for me.. I hope.. haha.. Cos i’ve been wasting too much time on rotting these days!!

That explain why my dieting plan failed too! Heh heh. I saw Joreen today at 2FSD and gosh, she slimmed down so much and yet she told me she still wanna slim down more! She said her ideal weight for her height is 55kg.. Hmmm.. but i forgot to ask her how heavy is she now.. She’s got strong determination.. We went out for lunch and yet she chose not to eat and went to walked around in Northpoint. (Joey Joey.. do something!!! ) My ideal weight is, according to the chart, is around 60kg but im now 63kG!!!

Ok Ok.. I know i know.. I will try to reduce to 60kg… and i do wish to be 58kg… hahha.. my dream weight! (Hey, I was 58kg just a few months back okie…) =P

Yeah follow up is september… Shapen Run 5Km fun run! First time participating in a open run! hahaha.. dragged my sis in law (who hardly exercise, but been practising her run at least once a week now) and her friend, Ivy along to join me in this event!

Next coming up will be to participate in rock climbing level 1.. hehz.. thanks to stone age guy.. i can now have a khaki to learn rock climbin le… Me wanna learn kayaking too.. he’s keen too! Yeah! will jio him along because i just found out where to learn! yippie~~*

Looking forward to the coming months.. Jia you Shuqin! =) Cheers!!